I don't want to be here anymore

Hello and Happy New Year but not for me!

I am Chloe,

I will NOT hold back I am a crossdressing FREAK and want to end my life!

I am a fucking freak of nature and I have lost everything dear to me because my INNER FREAK CORE  IS A FUCKING WOMAN!

I should have died at birth to say the misery I have caused to others I am fucking worthless

I have dressed since my very early teens 11/12 and adore everything femme clothing absoluty everything I live eat and breath being a woman inside.

My family ate me and have done nothing to even console my pain.
I destroyed my marriage but thanks to god we are back together.

My inner core femminity cries to be realised and I still dress alone to satisfy my inner woman yet I feel so guilty WHY!!!!!!!

I just want t DIE! 
I am a worthless FREAK!!!!!

MY piece comes  when dressed does any of this make sense !!!!!!!

Chloe