where did all the gay guys ok with dating trans guys go?? :c

bleh. ok so i'm bi but prefer guys, and im a trans guy. idk abt other ppl but oml why is it so hard?? cant find any gay guys interested in ppl like me, cant date straight dudes, straight girls arent interested either, and cant date lesbians. and for some reason, bi guys like got exterminated from my area or something cuz i cant find any D: its also prob cuz i'm not the most attractive but like still it suuucks, ik a few gay guys but they've made it clear they don't like -certain body parts- but yea any gay guys who are ok with dating trans guys plz respond cuz i need to know yall exist lmfao