Post by nah on Jun 20, 2023 23:37:28 GMT
Um, hi? My first time here and first time doing something like that so feel a little insecure. I am a little tired because of thinking so I have amazing plan - just ask the random people what they think or maybe someone can tell me something I don't see/know. Yeah... So:
I have a little problem with sex. Like I am not interested. I can be horny and do it by myself but never think to do it with someone. Like I don't have that kind of thinking. I even have problem with "Who are sexiest/prettiest?". I really can't choose. I guess I have preference but more like "I prefer small boobs cuz bigger are just problematic for owners like they are heavy and can be reason for unhealthy staff and when people are older bigger boobs can be even more problematic then". I think I was never into sex staff. In 4th grade I prefer psychological behaviours and differents between genders and people scientific articles...
Anyway, when I was in relationship it was in "nature way". Not bad memory. And I was into sex topic with my partner. But I wanted to do it with her... But only in one way.. I didnt like being touched. I think I had big priblem (and still have). Just thinking about being touched is so disgusting for me. I was able only thinking I do it with her when I was not trans. Like "When I was a cis boyfriend, bed matters wouldn't be a problem at all". But ofc I never will be cis boy. Even when normally I know it's good why I am like that and generally I dont care much, it just impossible in sex topic. Because of it we broke up. I am not sad anymore but I just curious if will be able date anyone? Because find someone who can like trans, short guy is kind of hard. Even more when my personality is not better (I know it be I like myself so I searching for someone who can like me cuz I like that/just being myself). And another thing: dont want have sex (but can trying do the best for his partner). 😅 Just let me know if you can understand me (cuz of language), even when nobody will know what to say.
Ps. by subject I mean like it can be problem because I'm trans and I heard that dysphoria can be problematic in that kind of things but I don't know if I'll ever want to do these things with my body (generally I don't like being touched, but in relationship hug, kiss etc. are okey or even more - I can have physical love language 🤔, still sex staff with me are disgusting)
Ps. v2. You know, it's a little hard for me cuz everyone in my age (people I know and see and hear about) are just like sex are the best omg i want more sex etc. I felt strange in many ways... I always have other way to see things and I don't care cuz often others are cuz childish and inmature. But I can't even talk about my problems with someone because even my (ex now) friend was like "ew? you are just weird lol. maybe go to psychology doctor"
I have a little problem with sex. Like I am not interested. I can be horny and do it by myself but never think to do it with someone. Like I don't have that kind of thinking. I even have problem with "Who are sexiest/prettiest?". I really can't choose. I guess I have preference but more like "I prefer small boobs cuz bigger are just problematic for owners like they are heavy and can be reason for unhealthy staff and when people are older bigger boobs can be even more problematic then". I think I was never into sex staff. In 4th grade I prefer psychological behaviours and differents between genders and people scientific articles...
Anyway, when I was in relationship it was in "nature way". Not bad memory. And I was into sex topic with my partner. But I wanted to do it with her... But only in one way.. I didnt like being touched. I think I had big priblem (and still have). Just thinking about being touched is so disgusting for me. I was able only thinking I do it with her when I was not trans. Like "When I was a cis boyfriend, bed matters wouldn't be a problem at all". But ofc I never will be cis boy. Even when normally I know it's good why I am like that and generally I dont care much, it just impossible in sex topic. Because of it we broke up. I am not sad anymore but I just curious if will be able date anyone? Because find someone who can like trans, short guy is kind of hard. Even more when my personality is not better (I know it be I like myself so I searching for someone who can like me cuz I like that/just being myself). And another thing: dont want have sex (but can trying do the best for his partner). 😅 Just let me know if you can understand me (cuz of language), even when nobody will know what to say.
Ps. by subject I mean like it can be problem because I'm trans and I heard that dysphoria can be problematic in that kind of things but I don't know if I'll ever want to do these things with my body (generally I don't like being touched, but in relationship hug, kiss etc. are okey or even more - I can have physical love language 🤔, still sex staff with me are disgusting)
Ps. v2. You know, it's a little hard for me cuz everyone in my age (people I know and see and hear about) are just like sex are the best omg i want more sex etc. I felt strange in many ways... I always have other way to see things and I don't care cuz often others are cuz childish and inmature. But I can't even talk about my problems with someone because even my (ex now) friend was like "ew? you are just weird lol. maybe go to psychology doctor"
