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Post by woutie on Oct 19, 2023 15:10:01 GMT
Oky, so this isn't somthing I would normally do, but hopefully it helps. Im 23years old, identify as gay and I have almost struggled with depression my entire life. I did try to unalive myself when I was 21 however it was unsuccessful. I have taken anti-depressants but for some reason it makes me feel worse.
Like I was saying I am 23years old, live in a small rural conservative afrikaans town in South Africa. I Only know of two other persons in town who identify on the LGBTQ spectrum, and we don't get along at all. I so desperately want a relationship, however its hard, not being able to find the 'one' and the loneliness is getting to a point where I am scared that I might do something stupid. My family supports and accepts me, but I think deep down I am suffering from internalized homophobia.
Is there anyone who can relate and share some tips on your coping maginisms.
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Post by Saathi on Oct 22, 2023 14:38:47 GMT
Hi there and thanks for your post and welcome to LGBT HERO Forums. I can certainly relate to what you are saying having come from a small, close minded community. Sorry to read you have struggled with depression. Hopefully you are seeing a mental health specialist and GP and getting the right support that you need. Some medication(s) can take for the system to get used to and one might feel worse for the rest few weeks. It's always best to check the side effects with a GP. Living in a rural town may feel isolating for LGBTQ+ people but it is good that you are trying different ways of communicating such as these forums. It is also really positive that your family accepts you. For myself, the hardest challenge was to accept myself. This took me time. Accessing support and people I spoke to, when I felt safe to do so really helped; and this was before the internet existed. Nowadays, there is more choice to reach out and make connections with what one might call 'chosen family'. Hope things do improve and let us know how you get on - please see some links below: www.lgbthero.org.uk/pages/category/self-careBest wishes
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